hurting

this storm could have happened any day before today but it happened today, my freaking birthday.

to all those who remembered, thank you very much.

this day could probably go down in my history as one of my saddest birthdays ever.

i look at it this way. a personal fight between two friends has escalated into a war and it has started claiming innocent victims.

i wish i had the power to undo things and put them back where they were. i wish i had the power to convince people to think that we did the right thing. i wish that i had a clear mind to tell myself what that right thing was.

we may not have taken sides but deep in our hearts, we know which team we played for. and i hope that matters.